Yesterday was a long day.
I was miserable. I couldn't stop coughing, my fever kept coming and going, I had a headache felt nauseous all day. I can't say that this weather is helping much either. I feel like my body is slowly giving out on me. I've been pushing it really hard these past couple of days, and lately I don't have much of an appetite. It probably hates me right now, I would hate me too.

I mustered up the courage to do something that I didn't know I had it in me to do. I don't know if it was the right thing to do, I don't know if it made matters better or worse. I thought it'd make me feel better, but I don't know. I just have to convince myself that it did right? I want to so badly to just feel indifferent. Maybe one day I will. In some ways, I think I feel worse, but at the same time I feel liberated? I don't know, I don't know anything anymore. Can't say that I saw this one coming. I just have to learn to appreciate what I do have and not think about what I don't have.

On a lighter note, exciting things lurk in the near future! invASIAN and Installs/Formals are coming up! Get excited. Oh and I know who I want to take my wedding pictures. lol Their photographs are so breathtaking. I love it. Check out their website! http://www.table4weddings.com/blog/

I'm feelin' this song.
Fall For Your Type - Drake