even if the sky is falling down

It's only 7:3oam in Denver and I'm up watching the news with KimLe. wtfff! lol and Nina is still drunk from last nighhhht. Last night was so much fun/random/emotional/funny! Everything from delicious sushi & sake to orgasmic fried green tea ice cream to dirty little secrets to super tall black guys to underwear party to blackmailing each other to ordering pizza at 3 in the morning. It was definitely a night to remember.

We have lots planned today! We plan on checking out this bubble tea place we found not too far from out hotel and get this....THEY ALSO HAVE PEDICURES ON THEIR MENU!!! LOLL now how cool is that?! it's like a half bubble tea cafe and half nail salon. haha I know right?! GENIUS!! We are also checking out the law school up here for Nina! The tour is at 11, so we were supposed to wake up at 9 but we all woke up at 7 because my phone went off. oops! but also because it's superr bright in here! :/ but KimLe just fixed that problem by closing the blinds! hooray! I also really want a pair of Toms so hopefully I will be able to find a cute pair today.

I hate how I get so vulnerable when I'm intoxicated. I always say and do things I regret in the morning. I really should try to keep my feelings to myself. I wish I was stronger and I wish I was handling this better then I have been. But after last night, I am determined to get over this. It just is what it is and there's nothing I can say or to do change it. Which really sucks, I admit but I figure there's no point in beating myself up about this when I have no control over the situation. So let's march forward and move on to bigger and better things and stop looking back.

I am determined to enjoy the rest of this trip in this beautiful city and I'm excited to see what kind of trouble we can get ourselves into tonight!